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assalamualaiku….

hai~

da lame x update blog aku ni. huhu~ mesti ade yg ternanti-nanti bile nak update blog saye ni. kn2? sori la, semenjak pc aku rosak ari tu, aku tumpang gne pc org len jek. x pn pegi kat PTM kat bwh blok aku ni. kne tgk gak, rmai ke x… huhu~

ok, aku pn xtau nk citer pe wat mase skang ni sbenonye. hmm~ ari sabtu, aku kuar ngan cyg aku 2, mkn kat restoran pinang sebatang. bole tahn gak la mknn kat c2. aku mkn nasi goreng ayam n die lak makn kuey tiaw cantonese. agak terkejut ble die order air tembikai glas beso, huhu~ tp hrga rm3 jek. mura tuu~ aku pn leh terlepas pandang lak harga air 2, ingatkan mahal ( ye la, nak save budjet la kate kn… huhu~) lps makn 2, balik… haha~ hepinye kali kedua mkn kat lua ngan die… huhu~ luv u cyg!

huuu~

akhirnye tercapai hasrat aku ntuk menyarung cincin pd org yg aku syg,

aku pada mulenye teragak2 nk beri ke tak cincin 2 pada die, tp, aku beranikan diri aku, dan terus menunjukkan cincin 2 pada die dan aku sarungkan pada jari die. huu~ aku terdiam n tersenyum. x sangka aku berpeluang berbuat demikian. dan aku berharap cinta aku pada die berkekalan.

3 batu permata ( ye ke permata? ntah2 kristal jek… haha =p )pada cincin 2 aku simbolikkan sebagai kesetiaan, kejujuran dan kepercayaan aku pada die, memandangkan aku pn x tau nk simbolikkan sebagai ape. huhu~

[22 0649H November 2008]

assalamualaikum….

smlm merupakn ari yg agak sedih bg aku, nape? sbb aku buat org yg aku syg menangis, dan aku pn menangis skali (haha, malunye…) aku pn x tau name aku bole kluarkan kata2 yg bole melukakan ati die. aduuuu… nyesal aku. aku da sehabis cube nk pujuk die tp xle (sbb aku x pandai nk pujuk org… haaaah~ ).

dan ini la kali pertama aku menagis kerana org tersayang. mule2 x kuar pn air mata, last2 kuar jugak… hu~ nangis sorg2 dlm bilik… hurm, aku janji ngan die, cube xnk sakitkan ati die lagi pasni n xnk die nangis lg sbb kecuaian aku berkata2… ganbatte mie-san!

laaa…

pehal lak pc aku ni?

ha~ aku tgh tensen ngan pc aku ni,

ntah pape jek. kononnye da upgrade sem lepas tp cam hampeh je.

da la bising mcm bunyi mesin pe tah, kalo tgk pc dak2 umah aku ok je, x bising pn mcm pc aku.

da la ske restart mase sendri. ntah pape je… someone please help me…

adoi…

ni ha p.c aku…

Close the book that I have been reading
I received a call from you unexpectedly
Wanting you to take me out
Without thinking further I say Right after this
Nee come and pick me up

Even though you were smiling unenthusiastically
On the other side of phone
You answered. Didn’t you?
When we started getting to know each other, even by just a bit
That kind of joy I’m feeling it
I will love you.

With T-shirt matching jeans
In my usual clothes Not even try to dress up
Looking at myself through the mirror
I’m sorry, do forgive me
Car horn sounds

Even though you were smiling unenthusiastically
From the car window You waved your hands toward me
When we started getting to know each other, even by just a bit
That kind of joy I’m feeling it
I will love you.

Every time love starts to take off
I always suffer from all these negative dreams
These feelings seem to go away
As the time quietly passes by

When our eyes meet each other
That serious look of yours
Makes my heart to beat even faster than usual
Ah, was it my imagination?

When we started getting to know each other, even by just a bit
I’m feeling you
I will love you.

You had on the same smile
Even though the years have piled upon us
Impatient, we ignore the scenery passing by

Throw away your useless pride
Show kindness to the world

I gotta say
Even if we put on a courageous facade
We cannot live alone
The promise you made that day
Remains deep within my heart Even now

Partings and meetings
Finding light walking down new roads
Since the day we were born
This repetition has linked us together

When did you and I
Acquire such differing futures?

I gotta say
Even if we’re far apart and never meet again
There is a strong bond between us
“Let my dreams come true”
I pray from the bottom of my heart
We’re friends forever
Let’s pledge to meet again
Swear on it
We’re going to walk forward
Toward an unseen destination
Even if we’re lost
We’ll continue
No matter what

Amid the changing seasons
And the flow of time
Familiar melodies
Even when we grow old
They won’t fade away
Our precious memories

I gotta say
Even if we put on a courageous facade
We cannot live alone
The promise you made that day
Remains deep within my heart

As life goes on…
Because we mustn’t forget…
Don’t let it go…

This wide world or the people you hold dear

actually ni lirik lagu, best gak lagu ni dr artis jepun. stephanie-friends

Kept silent that’s not something which can be decided simply by a YES or NO
I soon realised this fact

Once I avert my eyes
You’ll probably say something won’t you?

There’s nothing fearful
There’s nothing to lose
I composed a song today as well
Sang about forgiveness… Even so…

Just by allowing the phone to ring for a second and hanging up
I laughed and felt that I did a good job

You’re simply in a bad mood
I’m sure there are times when you think like that right?

There’s only one thing which I hold dear
Can’t lie to my heart
I composed a song today as well
Sang about continuing on… Even so…

We can’t understand each other

Don’t wish to be a nuisance to you
But it doesn’t mean I can simply give way
I’ll compose a song tomorrow as well
I want to live a life without any deceit

Even so… Even when that’s all I wish for ah ah

Am I wrong?

hmm… pe tajuk nie?

haa~ aku tgh memerah pale otak aku ni

pulun gile2 pnye. hu~

esok exam paper solid mechanics. gile2 pnye subjek

mane x nye, akui pn x paham pe aku stdy subjek ni.

da la carry mark aku teruk gile babas sem ni

mampos aku kne perambat ngan  pegawai SUK

kalo die dpt tau ( for sure la die tau… die check pointer dak kadet ni, kalo teruk kne ceramah lak ngan die… mamposss!)

so, doakan aku berjaya ntk esok. k, daaa~

[04 0952H NOVEMBER 2008]
assalamualaikum…
salam sejahtera n slamat pagi malaysia!!!

xde pape nk tulis dlm blog ni sebenarnye, saje2 je sambil dgr lagu2 kegemaran aku kat p.c aku ni. Lagu OST Gundam 00, masyuk la jugak… huhu~

ape yg dimaksudkan dgn cinta?

mmg selama ni aku rs kosong je, xde org yg nk menemani aku, tempat yg bole aku luahkan segala masalah, tempat yg bole aku hilangkan segala tekanan dlm pale otak aku ni, org yg sudi mendengar, dan mcm2 la ( pd hal x tau nk ckp pe lg dah.. haha… sengal tol aku ni!)

C.I.N.T.A

kadang2 aku pun bole jadi trtekan bile pk mende2 ni, penin2…
selama idop aku ni, da byk gak la gadis2 yg menjadi idaman hati (cewah…)
dari aku sekolah sampai la kat univ. sekarang ni… tp aku senyap je la, dok usha2 je dr jaoh.. haha~
nk luahkan aku x berani, bkn pe, takut xleh terima kalo2 aku di’reject’, haha~
dgn kate laen, x sanggup terima kenyataan
mmg sengal aku ni… hu~

cinta, cinta, cinta, cinta…..